"I’m working hard every day, trying to die, but you don’t hear me complaining, “Oh, government, where’s my free death?” No. When I die, I want to have EARNED it."
-WTNV psychic mental health umbilical cord of feels, podcast of dreams etc etc.
Anxiety’s rhythm is my most played song on iTunes. It is also my least favourite song on iTunes, my morning's meditation is kill-ur-self-kill-ur-self, eat a digestive, maybe retch a bit, and backkkkk to the chorus: kill-ur-self-kill-ur-self. And suicidal ideation is a heavy set thing, not a shrill thing, or a kool thing, an inner ear thing, a needy thing, a loud thing, i do not mind that mental health is a part of me, will always be a part of me, i just wish it wasn't so FUCKING LOUD.